looking back i saw that other than a dismissive reflection in the year in which the evil began, i haven't been posting my annual remembrance here....
or rarely posting much of even the smallest nothings here,
in fact spent four years not doing many of things i'd normally do when life is at base a generally enjoyable stress free garden bed for flowering whimsy
everything in the world isn't magically amazing,
but the baseline is back
and it feels like it may just being pushed upward like a growing mountain
